why ?

2day in school I miss him `
but i cant saw him .. not i dont wan is i cant ..
did u knw wat i m thinking ? i knw u wont understand
right ? i cant concentrat whole day in the school .. y ?
everything belong to me .. now everything lose 1 by1 beside me ..?
did i do anything wrong or i not good ??
everything also lose ..
house ? family ? my love ? where they go ??
i miss u .. last time everyday u will beside me
but now u leave me alone .. i feel like so lonely so confuse `
y ?
everyday night when b4 i sleep ,
all memory of us will come out of my brain
why ?
All because..I miss u ..